We offer a path.
Not a quick fix, nor a trendy experience.
Not the reckless ascent of Icarus.
A grounded practice.
A way back to something essential.


Next Retreat

Castricum / The Netherlands
SEPT 14-20, 2026

Our next Psyche Retreat will be September 14-20, 2026 in Haarlo, The Netherlands and will be exclusively for professionals in the helping professions (e.g. therapists, coaches, counselors, psychologists and psychiatrists) who are looking to re-invigorate their resources within themselves and in connection with a likeminded community.

Real growth isn’t in the ascent.
It’s in the return.

Our Services

Altered States

and the Return of Rejected Knowledge

with Wouter Hanegraaff, Ph.D.

Our Blog

Legal psilocybin retreats.
Compelling community talks.

Lichens on the Altar

Extremophiles: What lichens on a piece of bark revealed about our first group of journeyers

Testimonials

« I was dealing with burnout, severe depression, anxiety disorder, significant weight gain, and a lack of clarity and purpose. I felt completely hopeless. My experience with Susanna and Courtney has been nothing short of life-changing. »

— Jody, IKAROS client.

They bring a lifetime of hands-on, practical experience that you can sense as soon as you speak with them.

Susanna draws on her decades of coaching experience and deep expertise to help you confront what has been holding you back and create tangible results in your life. Courtney applies her psychological training to help you explore your inner world and turn those insights into meaningful change. Together, they are a powerhouse. I owe my newfound freedom, sense of self, and ability to live in truth to them both.

And the best part is the courageous way they show up for others in this world. They genuinely love to help, guide, and support people, and it is incredible to witness this unfolding during one of their ceremonies.

Woman sitting on a sofa writing in a notepad, near a large window with a garden view reflecting on her psychedelic group retreat.

« In June 2025 I attended a psilocybin retreat with Courtney and Susanna. This was the best gift I have ever given to myself. »

— Laura, IKAROS client.

I have never before used psychedelics so this was out of my comfort zone but it felt like coming home within myself. 

It has now been 3 months ago and I still experience change and growth within myself. It's difficult to put into words how "big" this experience is. The care and warmth that Susanna, Courtney and the rest of the team bring, creates a safe place. I look back on my retreat with a big smile and full of gratitude.

A young woman lying on the ground in a field of small white flowers, smiling and looking up, reflecting on her healing experience with psilocybin and integration coaching.

« Susanna has been accompanying me for almost 10 years, and there are very few people I trust as much as her. I appreciate her for her unique combination of humor, compassion, and expertise. Her irrepressible interest in people and humanity makes her one of the best listeners I have ever encountered. »

— Claus, IKAROS client.

Courtney accompanied me both via Zoom and in person—during preparation and follow-up, as well as directly on site at the retreat. Rarely have I experienced such mature coaching skills. Courtney knew how to meet me with openness and compassion, but also with focus, exactly where I was at that moment, and support me in my self-exploration. In addition to her methodological skills, she brings a wonderful blend of joy and reliability. Her decades of experience in accompanying people could also be felt in the group, where she provided valuable structure and a lovely casual swing.

Susanna has been accompanying me for almost 10 years, and there are very few people I trust as much as her. I appreciate her for her unique combination of humor, compassion, and expertise. Her irrepressible interest in people and humanity makes her one of the best listeners I have ever encountered. Her ability to grasp the deeper and more complex connections of the soul in conversation is extraordinary and reflects her decades of experience and personal maturity. As a fundamentally cheerful and easy-going person, she can be clear and precise when circumstances require more focus and mindfulness. For me, her support is a real gift.

A man with glasses and a beard wearing a black hoodie with the hood up, standing outdoors on a fall day thinking about his experiences on a psychedelic retreat and with integration coaching.